Rosegarden Funeral Party - Polaroid (Official Music Video)

Music and lyrics by Rosegarden Funeral Party. Music recorded, mixed, and mastered by Michael Briggs at Civil Audio in Denton, TX. Music video filmed, directed, and edited by Erin Devany of All Hallows Productions. Lyrics: what a familiar pain I feel through my veins I won’t heal is this a pattern I’m damned to repeat can’t go on feeling this weak if my past effects my present how do I begin to learn the difference I’ve grown attached to the pain that lives inside of me I turn my back on reality don’t reach out for me I’ll build the walls around me with little windows so I can see I promise not to disappear completely what a familiar pain I feel having trouble telling what is real is this a pattern I’m damned to repeat gripping my white flag of defeat the one that hurt me first told me it was true that I’d never learn to live without you and I wish I could remember