Suicidal idol - xoxo w/syris

Support The Artists Suicidal idol: syris: Prod. Lura: Lyrics {Suicidal idol} sceneshawty in the club and shes way to fucked up and i know she wants to fck me but im feeling to damn numb i been takin all these drugs i been takin all these drugs i should be an alcoholic im always so fcking drunk x2 i dont know why i feel this way i cut myself to stay awake blood drips from my arm and i dont feel a thing i dont feel a thing no i dont feel a thing i cant fucking take this no more i been pulling out my hair everything feels like a bore ima lay in my bed feeling so nausous i dont giv a fck ive been feeling so off itt {Syris} sippin vodka cause its fun bby really tried her luck i know you can be the one bby got me actin dumb and im sippin on these drugs cause im always fucked up x2 just tell me, why you dont need me just promise, that you wont decieve me blackout drunk in the middle of the party if i die tn what to say but im sorry {Suicidal idol syris} sceneshawty in the club and shes way to fucked up and i know she wants to fck me but im feeling to damn numb i been takin all these drugs i been takin all these drugs i should be an alcoholic im always so fcking drunk x2