Health issues were ongoing and major themes this record, Mom “3“ before it, and “EMERGENCY!“ after it. The original edit of this video featured some images of surgical scar after removing a tumor. A few years ago, some jerk report-trolled this video as “glorifying s/h“ and as a consequence this video became lost media. Luckily someone was able to archive the video and send it to me. Hopefully this edit is enough to be ok to stay online.
From Girls Rituals’ 2015 album “Reddishness“. Sequenced and recorded in Fruity Loops 12 and Cool Edit Pro, using an Acer Aspire 57352 laptop and a Roland MC-505.
LYRICS
i’ll do my best to be softer
i’ll be tap water
slipping through unknown claws
i’ll get strong
and i’ll get better
or at the very least
the days will keep moving on
but in all the awful days ahead
if our wounds won’t heal over
if we can make the world our bed
we can crawl beneath the covers
we can hold ourselves instead
while its peeking thru the mirrors
while it gets nearer overhead
we’ll hold ourselves together
im gonna paint my nails grey
im gonna paint my nails grey
the only thing i did was sleep out on the couch today
im gonna paint my nails grey
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