why am i here? - Clarissa Mae (Official Music Video)

Directed by: Dan Evans & Clarissa Ragrag Editor: Dan Evans Starring: Clarissa Mae, Nicolás Anhalzer, Chidera Pius, Kimran V, Noor Morgan, Amirul M STREAM “WHY AM I HERE?“ and FOLLOW ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Written by Clarissa Ragrag Produced by Charlie Westropp LYRICS: If I told you “I was okay” Would you believe me, do I give it away? I don’t want you to think I am sad So I’ll wear a mask So you don’t feel bad Why can’t I wake up from this nightmare? I put my makeup on, and I cut my hair But it’s like every time I try to sleep I always end up counting sheep But I’ll walk, with a smile And I’ll laugh for a while But after a few moments I’ll end up broken Living in fear, Asking “Why am I here?” I fear that one day I’ll awake Overthink the reasons I’m a mistake I keep on living this book of lies, Saying everything’s fine And turning a blind eye Why can’t I wake up from this nightmare? I put my makeup on, and I cut my hair But it’s like every time I try to sleep I always end up counting sheep But I’ll walk, with a smile And I’ll laugh for a while But after a few moments I’ll end up broken Living in fear, Asking “Why am I here?” #ClarissaMae #whyamihere