Hotel Graffiti - Wish (Official Music Video)

Wish Sometimes I wish I was dead, If you could only see inside my head it would all make sense, In my dreams when I die, Shouldn’t that be real life? I can fuck up myself with the thought of you, I wish that you would go away I see the pain in your eyes, You told me lies at least a thousand times, Now it all makes sense, So put a gun to my head, Watch me not give a fuck, All the sleep in the world, What are you dreaming of? Label me a heathen, Yea I wreak all havoc, Troublesome since birth, Yea a little bit problematic, You’ll feel my pain, These secrets become collective threats to myself, Back to the surface only to retrace my steps, My life is worthless now that you left, and now I’m sitting alone carving your name into my flesh, Just let me breathe now And I’m so caught up in the same things And you act like you don’t even know me Help me out now (Let me breathe now) Sometimes I wish you were hurt, I wish you were beneath the earth, I get off on death, And I love when you cry, Yea I wish you would die, I hate you so much get the fuck away, Daydreaming of eternal sleep, Put your knife to my throat cause the cuts were never skin deep, Wash it all away I’m lost and I know I’m lost and I feel it coming on, I’m lost I feel it coming on and everybody hates me I wanted to let go, I just wanna let go You say you’re real but you’re really going out of control You’re fake and I know that is true Cutting into my palms tell me how do you feel overall? Your life is a laugh track nobody laughs with, everybody laughs at, hey yo Bryce put that on a backtrack