lost in silence - original song by aphelios (reuploaded, you’re welcome sett)
sup. this was a really old original song that I uploaded to YouTube a few years ago before my nodule surgery (ha, ha. look how that turned out). i DID delete it from my channel, but sett won’t give me his (my) damn choncc plushie until I reupload it, so... here you go.
also, genuinely - thank you for the love on paranoia. we worked hard, it’s great to see that you like it :)
oh wait, here are the lyrics:
I wonder if it’s getting lonely
in the stars
My plan was to make it up there,
in the heart
Dreams have a way of crumbling
Seems like I’m falling, stumbling
and I
Love all the hypocrites
that say they wanna help
and then they turn a blind eye, running, running
Don’t say “you’ll be alright”
I hold my crying, screaming, every night and
I’d rather light a fire beneath
than tell you, “I need help, I need you, I’ll beg and I’ll plead and”
I got people saying “Phel, look at what you have”
I don’t want it
Cause all that I wanted was what I’ll never have again, never gonna win
patiently I wait for freedom
want my voice but silence seeps in
Don’t say “you’ll be alright”
I hold my crying, screaming, every night and
I’d rather light a fire beneath
than tell you, “I need help, I need you, I’ll beg and I’ll plead and”
Don’t try talking to me
I think I’ll get accustomed
to the silence
Don’t try looking for me
Im getting lost in, what was
Lost in silence
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(contents of upload, including description are fanmade, and do not reflect riot games’ characters, content, or media in any way.)
Read the fanfiction that inspired this original song:
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