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Literally took foreverrrr to get something I’m satisfied with. It was such a simple idea in my mind but every time we tried to get one of my ideas it turned out impossible. I really wanted to try my best to get something that represented derealization is some way instead of just what looks pretty, I wanted the outfit to represent feeling like a ghost, or like you’re completely blank and stripped of identity. The background seeming like it doesnt really match is supposed to represent feeling disconnected from your surroundings. It’s still only a lil homemade video by me and my mom, and a little help from my stepdad, but I hope you enjoyed it & thanks for watching 🤍
Also for those who are not aware, i have currently been focusing on music videos due to the fact i have silent reflux and I’m temporarily not able to sing and havent been able to since snow on my windowsill. But i will get cooking up on new music as soon as i can sing again💪
Lyrics:
Stood trying to remember what I look like in the mirror
What does real life really feel like?
I don’t remember what I’m supposed to feel
Am I dead?
Or am I in a dream?
Am I a ghost watching what my life would of been?
I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
(I don’t think I belong on this planet
This galaxy, this universe
I don’t think I belong at all)
What am I here for?
What is my purpose?
Or am I even here?
What can I trust?
I don’t know who really exists
I don’t remember who anybody is
Do I know them?
Can they see me?
Can they hear me?
Can they feel me?
Do they know me?
Do they know who I am?
I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
I can’t feel, time’s not real
Life’s not real, no I’m not real
I’m lost
I don’t belong, no
I can’t do it, I don’t know who’s real I don’t know what’s real
Anymore, ha
(No more, no more)
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