Sewerslvt - Was It Weird I Listened To ’Im God’ By Clams Casino’s When I (deleted)

this time we have the original description! “I don’t really need to explain given the title, but as stupid as it is losing that meant sometime to me in my adolescence, & now it’s gone & I feel like I lost a lot more than just that. In just 30 mins all that frustration and inadequacy ended in a explosive catharsis but after theres just nothing. I’m on top of a euphoric summit and everything just seems so distant now I know that I’ve reached my peak, but there’s nothing else to achieve, nothing to be proud of, & now I look back at all the time I wasted trying to achieve this euphoria and all the money I spent & all the time I jerked off thinking it was for nothing, I wasted it all, & time like that never comes back. at the very least I still have the rest of my life to figure out what is worth worrying about, like what’s really waterproof or something.“