Mr robot / i hate when I can’t hold in my loneliness

Amine Chouigui Mr robot S1 E1 ( elliot ) Sometimes I dream of saving the world. Saving everyone from the invisible hand, one that brands us with an employee badge. The one that forces us to work for them... The one that controls us every day without us knowing it. But I can’t stop it. I’m not that special. I’m just anonymous. I’m just alone. If it weren’t for Qwerty, I’d be completely empty. I hate when I can’t hold in my loneliness. This crying has been happening too often, every other week now. What do normal people do when they get this sad? They reach out to friends or family, I think. That’s not an option. I do morphine. The key to doing morphine without turning into a junkie is to limit yourself to 30 milligrams a day. [inhaling] Anything more just builds up your tolerance. I check every pill I get for purity. I have 8 milligram Suboxone for maintenance in case I go through withdrawals. sh1t! I’m out again. [door closes] Elliot: How much?