Osiah - White Feather (Official Stream)

Artist: Osiah Track: White Feather Album: Kairos Order link: Year: 2023 Label: Unique Leader Records Genre: Technical Deathcore ———————————— White Feather I was wrong My mind is a battlefield of attrition Sometimes, I feel like I have lived for far too long So now my life’s an ego challenge to prolong It’s not enough My happiness leaks from me daily Stabwounds on my back Gifts that my loved ones have gave me I chase ‘now’ But ‘what ifs’ speak in my mind constantly without invitation they distract from the present time, until I’m low again. I’m my thoughts, seek suffering. But why can’t I just be proud of the man that I’ve become, every challenge overcome, I’m getting worse. This world has beat the embers out of me, I’m just ashes, transmogrify, the fire in me has already died In this cold world. How do I restart the flame in a vacuum of hope. I follow the torch instead held by my brothers, I fear their flame could extinguish too, Darkness consumes My anticipated future I’ll lose my way Polaris fades as the night sky dies Erasing legacies Before too long I fear That I will give no fucks And then my lifes done Submit, give up. Because, I feel, like I have lived for far too long And now, my life’s an ego challenge to belong So please don’t mourn me I pray you smile on our memories I don’t want to be here I stay - save the misery I hope you pass first Parting will cause you to suffer I can’t leave you in pain So I, I stay here I stay. White feather for my sins If the demons win Thus I, I stand in defiance Of my desire to leave this lonely battlefield