Dax - The Abyss (Lyrics)

Dax - The Abyss (Lyrics) Subscribe here: Follow us on Spotify: Stream: ➡️ Join Our Discord: ➥ Become a fan of Rap City: ➥ Dax: Subscribe now 🔔 ✗ 📲 Connect with me: ✗ Submit & Contact 🔻 📧: aron@ #Dax #TheAbyss #rap #city 🎵 Lyrics: Everything I ever did I always gave it my best I don’t know if anyone relates but the feeling that I get is like a truck sitting on my chest wondering how much do I got left My last call my last step I’m not gonna wait just to see what’s next I go hard cuz today could be my last breath We do life and we can’t relive it We only get one chance if you blink then you might just miss it Many people come and go they all just visit don’t ever expect nothing different Just listen as I paint this image that you’ll all revisit ya my glass half empty but I’m still might sip it I was traumatized What would you of said when you was looking in my mommas eyes? Nothing Ya I might of said I was ok but I probably lied So this pain is how I harmonize Making impact that’s what I personify and yes I’m making music that you cannot just defined by the numbers on my Spotify All of this pain I just wanna be happy momma almost died the same day that she had me Driving to hospital she swerved and crashed badly Doctor said I miracle while looking at my daddy I was zero when I first dodged death I was 6 when the devil told me watch my Step Couldn’t sleep I was scared to go inside my bed Fighting demons i was hearing things my head So back to doctor he didn’t have a diagnosis So my whole damn life I felt lost while fighting psychosis Talking to myself hoping nobody would notice Mom said pray every time heard the voices Life or death everyday I swear I made choices Knife in my hand trying not to lose focus Playing basketball religiously to drown out the noises man Lemme Explain that Its like laying on train tracks Grabbing Guns contemplating blowing ya brain back Eyes Closed shut watching everything fade black people stepping over you you feel like a place mat And Let make it clear God is the only one that I’ve ever feared But you start to get paranoid and look over ya shoulder when these people have been hurting you for so many years So I had to escape If you listening I know that you relate It’s that feeling that you get like your life and existence was all just one big mistake I felt trapped and I couldn’t find space I went and got lost in the things I’d create Ever since I was a kid People hated and they judged everything that I did So I went into my mind and created the abyss Man I swear I did how the hell you think I make all hits It’s cause I’ve been broken, beaten, Dragged, laughed at, scorned, burned and kicked So I get reach in this endless pit Of Hurt and pain from all that sh*t And that’s the only reason that you people come here or for Gods sake even know that Dax exists This is how it feels to drown This is how it looks when your lost and you can’t be found The abyss was a place I’d visit but I went so much that I’m gone and I’m stuck here now This is not music This is not doped This is me begging y’all to throw me a rope So I can try to climb out the place where I came in life when I spiraled and first lost hope Let me explain I’ve been dax so long I get ptsd when somebody says my real name But I guess that’s the price you pay I didn’t want to be like this But I guess it is what it is Inside the abyss