Madi Diaz - “Nervous“

“Nervous“ by @Madi Diaz Stream & download: Directed by Jordan Bellamy Written by Madi Diaz & Jarrad Kritzstein Lyrics VERSE Sometimes I lie Sometimes I convince myself That everything’s fine I’m such a good actress when I say that i miss you I miss you, i miss you I think that I actually do And i almost forget there’s so much messed up Between me and you If I close my eyes I can’t even see I’m in fucked state of mind And this can’t last forever I want the attention I want the affection Then you take up all of my time And besides the sex there’s nothing left There is nothing left CHORUS I know why I lie to myself I’m not really looking to get healthy I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective I make me nervous VERSE Is it okay That i might be using you for my own escape I know that it’s selfish for me to expect you to understand where I been When you been here the whole time As messed up as it is, can we admit it Can we just say it CHORUS I know why I lie t