RIVILIN - VISIONARY [Lyrics x AMV]

RIVILIN - VISIONARY All Uploads (Rivilin): Spotify-Playlist (SADTOPIA): ☔ Submission: ☔ Merchandise: ☔ Soundcloud: ☔ Spotify: ☔ Discord: ☔ VK: ☔ Twitter: ☔ TikTok: @idleglance ☔ Instagram: Stream ’VISIONARY’: Spotify: SoundCloud: RIVILIN Anime: Heavenly Delusion | Tengoku Daimakyou (AMV) AMV Editor: IDLEGANG - [DarkVoodoo] | Thumb Editor: IDLEGANG - [Sempai] | Lyrics: I feel your jaws Start to wrap around my neck So disgusted with how I left I feel the anguish in my bones Watch them snap I turn to stone Try to ignore the pain I see the flesh around my heart Rotted with hate This wooden home It screams my name No grand design above the sky Skin is burning with the lie Watch me embrace the void I’m a waste, I’m a vermin A piece of sh*t, hurting Doesn’t matter if I stay I’m always just lurking The ghost between us The floorboards and concrete It doesn’t matter now When you don’t amount to something To people that you thought just really cared But they leave you on the ground When you’re choking Not coping And now you’re embraced By the emptiness you never loved And you’re watching as he consumes Everything you came to trust Down the alleys where you grew up And you never understood What it means to just care What it means to just stare With the blank eyes When someone’s just falling To s**cidal tendencies They always get the best of me So tell me why you’re never f*cking calling Never checking on me Until you need something to waste your time Just leave me the f*ck alone Cus I’d rather be d3ad to you than something Yeah depression hits me up Says he loves Who you are now I want nothing to do with you Invade my dreams and give me nothing No I couldn’t see you bluffing Find a lover Feel disgusted from you Feel my consciousness hit my stomach Weighs a ton It’s dragging me down I got nothing to give to you You took the best Then left me stranded Filled with hate Then reprimanded Come tomorrow Empty-handed from you So bury me out the back Where I can’t hear a thing I don’t want to be Something more than a dream But you know that’s not fair How you’re always in mine Always plaguing my thoughts Waking up and you’re gone My friends they say That it doesn’t get better than this Is being tormented Just some form of a bliss These glass walls that I construct Just seem to crack And like a puppet I just always come back Yeah so it always turns this way When your friends turn fake And you don’t have a lover To remember your name So you crumble at the fear When you don’t know yourself Pills from a psychiatrist Yeah it sucks they couldn’t help With the constant torment knowing That you never will belong With the piercing stares from family Where they love to prove you wrong Like what you do for work Yeah you’re looking half alive Yeah I swear I have been on repeat Since I nearly d1ed Say you wanna understand But you can’t I never said I wanna be alive long It feels like I’m not living in my body Like who am I to you Am I just a joke of something that I used to be Use me Abvse me Until you leave again I’m sick of living like I want to k1ll myself Yeah depression hits me up Says he loves Who you are now I want nothing to do with you Invade my dreams and give me nothing No I couldn’t see you bluffing Find a lover Feel disgusted from you Feel my consciousness hit my stomach Weighs a ton It’s dragging me down I got nothing to give to you You took the best Then left me stranded Filled with hate Then reprimanded Come tomorrow Empty-handed from you Yeah depression hits me up Says he loves Who you are now I want nothing to do with you Invade my dreams and give me nothing No I couldn’t see you bluffing Find a lover Feel disgusted from you Feel my consciousness hit my stomach Weighs a ton It’s dragging me down I got nothing to give to you You took the best Then left me stranded Filled with hate Then reprimanded Come tomorrow Empty-handed from you ________________________________________________ #IDLEGLANCE #RIVILIN #IDLEGANG #HEAVENLYDELUSION #TENGOKUDAIMAKYOU #LYRICS #KIRUKO #MARU #SURVIVAL