“This house no longer feels Like home“ // [vent]

Being a teenager is really hard and its even harder when your a Mexican girl like me, there is a lot of expectation of you. My parents are judgemental when we are in public, they point out what other people wear and they even call me names a judge me sometimes. It really hurts me and this one time I heard my dad say the transgenders were freaks that made me angry and scared ’m Pansexual. I think about the old days when they would embrace me everyday now they are just so distant. Another bad thing is that my ex crush betrayed me and all I wanted was for him to be my friend and I just wasn’t his friend at all the whole time I guess. My friend is moving schools and this is a problem for me. See I can’t make new friends easily because I can’t trust most people after being made of or betrayed by a former friend. My ex crush has a girlfriend which I was ok with but then that changed later on. You may think having siblings means that you will never be alone and someone’s got your back right? Well, not for me. When I try talking to my two young sisters ages 9 and 10 they just ignore me and it makes me feel lonely and ignored by own family. I have tried telling them how I feel about being ignored by they never listen and the have never changed. In the feel dead, sometimes I feel so lonely that I’ve wanted to die... Kiara: Me Mufasa: My Dad Sarabi: My Mom Simba: My Ex Crush Zira: My Ex Crush’s Girlfriend Young Vitani: 9 year old sister Young Recolored Kiara: 10 year old sister Nala: My Best Friend Young Kovu: A Bully [][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][] Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 Of the Copyright Act 1976 “Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 Of the Copyright Act 1976 allowance is made for “fair use“ for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright that might otherwise be infringing. Nonprofit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.“ © Walt Disney Song: So Cold