Wish it coulda been different.
I thought you was distant but you was thinking
I thought you was cold but you was logic,
You didn’t talk much cause you was modest.
I had a you being independent,
It triggered my insecurities I couldn’t comprehend it.
You body had a free soul.
You liked museums.... and I just liked staying home.
Cooling with the fellas,
I felt some kind of way cause you would hardly get jealous.
When you saw me with somebody that was well put together.
You just smiled with no effort.
Yea I should caught the message right there.
You was light years away from my maturity and I was scared. I’m saying i got some clarity and now we clear,
And even though you not right here you in my ear. Queen of my still the Queen of my air yea I still see you,
All this water that you bear I understand you now.