closest to crazy

Iceland is unhappy in the world where he lives. He feels lonely and isolated. He secretly loves the person who he shouldnt love like this. So his mind created a dream reality, another reality where Ice feels like a true part of the Nordics family. He feels belonged. He is living with Norway who returns his feelings towards him and they are happy together. He has this dream every night about las 3 months. For being able to stay longer in the dream world, Iceland started using sleeping pills. First time