i hate my body

CONTENT WARNING: in this video, i talk about a lot of sensitive topics, including eating disorders (specifically anorexia, orthorexia, and binge-eating disorder), body dysmorphia, emotional abuse, gaslighting, and mental illness. if any of these are potentially triggering for you, it might be best to skip this one. this was definitely the most daunting video i’ve ever created. i’m honestly not entirely sure why i decided to make it, or if i’ll regret it later. but i hope that by sharing my story, someone out there will maybe learn something or feel less alone. thank you always for hearing me, encouraging me, and accepting me ❤️ this vid got demonetized (as expected) so support me on patreon so i can pay for therapy aha 😅 ha 😅 🫶 TIMESTAMPS: 0:00 intro 1:35 MY EATING DISORDER STORY 3:59 anorexia / orthorexia 6:47 binge-eating disorder 17:29 recovery (?) 20:39 NEW REVELATIONS 21:34 ED REFLECTIONS