Problematic - My Addiction (Official Music Video)

Problematic - My Addiction (Official Music Video) The Official Music Video For “My Addiction“ By ’Problematic’ Stream Song On Spotify: Buy Song On Itunes: Buy Song On Amazon Music: Buy Merch Here: Beat Produced By: Riddick X Beats Mixed and Mastered By: Adam Lewis Produced & Directed By: Cindy Cilia Director Of Photography: Cindy Cilia Cover Art: Sonik Edited & FX By: Sonik Problematic - My Addiction (Lyrics) Pre Chorus: My mistakes Haunting me Another Fight I Cannot Sleep One wrong move  I can’t take back  The sh*t I said  I should relax  Why am I so bitter? And how come when it rains?! It always f**king pours My fault once again Self worth is forgotten Don’t think I have the strength  Been down this road before  When will I make amend?  Chorus: Can’t stand the person that I am when I am sober Overthinking every thing In my mind  It’s so much easier to drink another bottle  Then just look at you and say that I’m fine  I get angry for no reason then apologize A vicious cycle cannot rewind The pain I feel inside is eating me alive  My addiction got me wondering why  Verse 1: I’m a mess I’m a different person  Wonder how I became so cold?! My reaction of late uncertain When I look into the mirror I froze  Saw the devil looking back at me  He just smiled as I lost control Not a glimmer of hope for me To continue down this road  Just take another shot of the whiskey Numb the pain I don’t wanna remember  By morning I’ll wake up distressed  Don’t have the odds in my favour  I’m better alone I think so What I tell myself on the daily  Gotta break from these bad habits  Or be stuck forever sadly  Verse 2: Don’t recognize who I am Go through the motions without a plan Suffer in silence to be a man  I try my best give all I can  Yet it’s not enough I’m finding out when I’m at my lowest Who is there for me  You care for me? But do not show it  What’s my way of coping? Drown myself in alcohol  I get wasted not complacent  Doesn’t help at all