156/Silence - Stay Away

’Narrative’ Out Now Purchase, Stream at: #sharptonerecords #156silence #stayaway #narrative Where do we begin to tell you it’s all wrong? To break your spirit and kill your soul. It’s so unclear If i try to heal it or stay away. Where do we even begin to show you it’s all a myth and burn the pages in this facsimile that we live. I’ve never been one to digress. Never been one that they’d miss. If this is death, I want to be released in it. Tell me it’s not the truth. I mean nothing to you. I’ve been watching as you waltzed with wounds that ensued but you won’t stay the fuck away. Now I can’t distinguish this from anything relinquishing. The pain, it’s keeping me. I’m tempted to dilute the seas with crimson haze. The waves like blades will sway into the face of all the ones that stay around me. Even when I finally think I’ve come to the point of self growth and perseverance, I let all the hard work accomplished fall right through the very hands that labored for the cause. I don’t think I can do it anymore. I don’t think I can be this person that paints a happy face every agonizingly miserable day. Just a puppet to be pulled through dirt and hardship with nothing to be earned in return but dismay and angst. Asphyxiating every day under reminders of the way I used to behave. The way I used to be brave. I often wonder what things would have possibly been like. What could have been the right decisions? I should know this and I should have listened to the warnings you’ve given me but I just couldn’t help it and you couldn’t help yourself. Where do we even begin? (x) Where do we even begin to bring realization to the eyeless roamer?