Mental illness takes it’s toll!

I’ll write more about this video after my doctor’s appointment and stuff. But this is really just kind of showing you what I am like currently and if you know anything that could be wrong with me. I am trying to do a small self-diagnosis before I go to the psychiatrist so I can maybe suggest something or something. No, I am not looking for attention or anything. I think you can tell that I am not looking so great (not that I ever look great) and I do not think that having a mental illness is fun or anything. It really is not fun and I do not enjoy it at all. I would love to be a regular person and do school like everyone else does. No, I do not want to be a Hollister wearing clone but I would at least like to have my grades up and be happy. If you have hallucinations, depression, isolation, something dksjf whatever it is and stuff just tell me about it because I want to find more people like me. Notes: At the beginning I was trying to get the glare out of my glasses, I was not doing any weir