In Strict Confidence - Emergency

From “Holy.“ © Metropolis Records (2004). Will you ever feel this fainting, like I did as you said no? Like a free fall without a parachute. I fear this kind of attitude. Even you’ve tried to make me understand that you’re sorry. Let me know that I will have to comprehend. My crush on you will make me feel blue. You did not let me in. You did not let me in. There’s nothing I can do to change your mind. There’s nothing more servile to show you how I feel inside. Even nothing I can say to make you smile at me. I’m so miserable in love... this is an emergency. For how long my thoughts repeating... beyond the means they recommend to me. To play this a thousand times, imagining a happy end. Can’t grab the impact of this lesson. Eighteen nights... a blessing or a curse? For me, so close to all my dreams. My feelings turning in reverse. You did not let me in. You did not let me in. There’s