GAWNE - MAYHEM (ONE TAKE)

MAYHEM out now on all platforms: GAWNE MERCH: FOLLOW GAWNE: Instagram: Twitter: Facebook: Twitch: Soundcloud: Snapchat: lukegawne Join the GAWNE community Discord to be the first to hear announcements, 1-1 access, & MORE Produced by Dansonn GAWNE LLC Filmed & Edited by Diego Garcia-Avila Mix & Mastered by Epistra Mayhem Lyrics: Intro Hook: They think I’m insane You tell me I’ve changed Yeah somedays it feels like I’m holding my breath I went out of my way Keeping you safe You don’t know half of the secrets I’ve kept Living with shame From all of this pain So what can I gain When nothing is left? What can I gain when nothing is left? Verse: I come from a place of hardship That’ll make you heartless Stare out into space at the blazing scarlet Sky so long til’ it fades to starlit As I gaze the farthest Black holes form can’t escape the darkness Whoo! I am not a man, a martian But I channeled the pain and became an artist Quit now no I rather not I done came too far to go back to rock bottom With hand-me-down clothes My family got A pan or pot to piss We ain’t have a lot but I’ll be Damned if I’m a laughing stock Had to elevate above it like an astronaut But we ain’t blasting off no I’ll blast the glock And leave a hole in your apple like a Macintosh Catch a Body with the pen Gotta be a sin Even God must’ve wanted me to win When the odds were slim Hit lottery and went against everyone who doubted me I’m probably the hottest in the ring Ding Ding What’s your best shot? Took it on the chin There’s no men alive On my level better get in line Bet I grind Many times more when I’m energized 99 percent of everybody getting genocide Foreal though The ill flows I killed those Far as skill goes I’ma savage deal blows I willed my way up the ladder Real close to the gold But I gotta slay the dragon Bilbo like Baggins I cackle and laugh inhale smoke Relax and takes notes The goat is now back With a passion for rapping and cashing bank rolls Thanos bout to go snap and take souls Case closed Ripping a rap I go demented Like oh no flow is so cold that it froze December A co-defendant I’ve come to go hit a home run In the bottom of the 9th Bout to hold the pennant But Somedays feel I gotsta quit When anxiety is something that I jostle with The monster is Inside a sarcophagus In the pit of my stomach and esophagus I YELL! I LIVE ON THE EDGE I’M NOT SCARED OF THESE HEIGHTS CLOSE TO THE LEDGE THINK THAT I MIGHT FALL AND BE DEAD BY THE END OF THE NIGHT BUT THIS IS THE GREATEST I FELT IN MY LIFE RIGHT HEART OF THE FIGHT THIS IS THE PART THAT I LIKE AS I LAY ON THE MIC TIL’ THE FIRE AND FLAMES THEN IGNITE AND I’M HYPED CAUSE THE MAYHEM AND CHAOS EXCITES Spit flames mother fucker insane Got disdain So quit playin’ Bitch I’m Rick James When I spit a flow I leave this shit in critical May seem That y’ll are more fake than a titty with saline I used to day dream On the train at eighteen It made me go put out a videotape because We was hoping that my city would rate thee A-team But instead these idiots hate me Found rap and I gave it a whirl Middle finger aimed at the world Sipping on moscato til’ the bottom of the bottle Feelin’ hollow cause I got a lot of haters and it’s making me hurl Sick of y’all always starting shit You could push me up until my hard limit Yeah but after that it ain’t just an argument You getting Spartan kicked into a dark abyss Outro Hook: They think I’m insane You tell me I’ve changed Yeah somedays it feels like I’m holding my breath I went out of my way Keeping you safe You don’t know half of the secrets I’ve kept Living with shame From all of this pain So what can I gain When nothing is left? What can I gain when nothing is left oh We don’t got nothing to let go I got no fuckin’ respect for You let our lovin’ go next door Fading out from us like echos Calling my name I hear them calling my name Think I’m insane Demons are calling I feel that I’m falling below