Change (a 50 minute vlog)

Change. These past couple of weeks away from vlogging were necessary for change. I started drowning in anxiety a few weeks ago. Mostly because of the overwhelming amount of responsibility that I have right now. Fatherhood and responsibilities. I found myself stuck daily without being able to concentrate. I couldn’t get things done and I was also lost most of the time. “What the heck am I doing?”I would ask myself. I found some stability with a new job though. A job that I now love and have been growing with. But in order for me to rediscover my sacred purpose, I had to put the camera down. I put it down so I can take in what I have around me, in. When I finally took the time to look around, I realized I wasn’t really there. I noticed my family was struggling emotionally too. Everyone seemed to be have lost as well. I was spending too much time editing a vlog rather than ACTUALLY spending time with my family. Balance, that’s the hard lesson I’ve been learning lately. So this is why I did this 50 min vlog. I wa