Peter Pettigrew | I hate myself

pls watch in HD small screen for best quality “Can’t stand who I am, but it don’t matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured“ This was requested by Maybe one Person but here it ’m sorry some of the Clips aren’t HD having Problems with finding footage :) a sad character. These lyrics really are kind of perfect for him. A Young Boy, confused, shy, Always Holding on to the People that seem strong and powerful to him (first Marauders in School and then deatheaters) bc he can’t find that power in himself. In my Imagination his lack of selfconsciousness Comes from his parents and the way he grew up. They might have abandoned him or not gave him the deserved attenntion which lead to his shy character. I also thought he might have had a crush on Mary McDonald and gotten rejected by those silly highschool Things. He got very close to James, lily, Remus and Severus but he didn’t feel fullfilled by the friendship, he was searching for a greater power and did smth unforgiveable. 0:08 Sirius trying to talk to Peter about what’s been going on with him 0:17 Andromeda ( who is a lot older than the Marauders at this time but I imagine her hanging out with Sirius and his Friends a lot) notices weird behaviour of Peter (she knows this behaviour from her Sisters). Peter doesn’t want to be confronted and leaves. 0:20 The sorting hat had to think for a looong time before Peter got sorted into Gryffindor (in my Imagination he actually considered Slytherin for him) 0:27 The funeral of Marlene McKinnon (Peter already is a deatheater but still Comes to the funeral and Acts normal) 0:32 Peter and lily sneaking into the restricted section in the night 0:36 “knee Deep in defeat of my own Actions“ just seems like a perfect kine for him sinking Deep into the thought that he is responsible for his best Friends death 0:42 Sirius complains About his terrible answers: “At least you have her“...and opens up About his parents, how they treated and abandoned him. 0:49 Bellatrix was sent from the dark Lord to convince Peter to become a first he later he overthought his decision and rejects the of Course that isn’t an Option. 0:56 Mary Mcdonald is refecting ’s had a crush on her since third grade... 1:01 “...don’t see you like I should“ meaning that Peter is the one that should be locked in azkaban and not Sirius 1:19 The sorting hat regretting his decision #marauders #harrypotter #fanvidfeed My Fancast: Dane Dehaan as Peter Pettigrew Ben Barnes as Sirius Black Aaron-Taylor- Johnson as James Potter Keira Knightley as Andromeda Tonks Sophie Skelton as Lily Potter Katie McGrath as Bellatrix Lestrange Lily Collins as Mary Mcdonald The style of this Video was inspired by Lauren Michelles Video About Cheryl blossom. Right here: edited by | me coloring | mine Music | NF - I hate myself Fandoms | Harry potter, Kill your Darlings, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Nowhere Boy, The Imitation game, Outlander, Bloodline, Merlin, Tolkien Program used | svp Adobe premiere Elements I DON’T OWN THE CLIPS OR THE MUSIC, ONLY THE EDITING IS MINE. I OWN NOTHING. Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.