Pain Holiday

Powered by Restream 2021-12-03 The past week or more my low back is bothering me a lot. by the time i got the studio setup, for motivation, i realize that pain meds isn’t enough , so i took more to mask reality. This friday , tonight, i will smoke up, but let’s be honest, it’s the weekend, and i want to become someone else like justin or casper for the night, problem is am having a difficult time negotiating with myself to commit and go through with it because am feeling awful. it’s a shame, because i can’t do even if i wanted too. we are having a party with or without me. http;//