lottie & van — abstract (psychopomp)

❝ the moment i knew i’d no choice but to love you. ❞ SUBTITLES AVAILABLE. // ДОСТУПНЫ СУБТИТРЫ. the way these two are connected within the narrative makes me want to ingest concrete. the fact that adult!lottie has accepted young!van’s reading on the wilderness and its spirit. the fact that adult!van was so reluctant to follow lottie again and, much like young!lottie, at first didn’t agree with the madness; and yet she ended up the one backing lottie up in the finale, supporting her completely. in the same place as before, bowing down to her priestess. the fact that the martinez brothers died by lottievan ???????????? how insane ?????????????????? i love lottienat and lottievan almost an equal amount, a miracle in itself. they’re such different dynamics, so i could never figure why, but i think i’ve got it now: natalie is the sun to lottie’s moon; van, however, is the other side of that same moon. do with that what you will.