Everytime I close my eyes

Wow, its been a while, upload button. Oh how I’ve missed you. Just a short little video to show you guys that I havent fallen off the face of the earth or anything. Although, sometimes it feels like it. I feel like my whole world is spinning, like everything is moving so fast that if I take even a milisecond, even the shortest amount of time interval possible to blink; I may miss it all. Everything, is happening so fast. One minute I’m just a carefree junior in high the next; scholarships, colleges, acceptance letters, admission, tuition, job offers, are all flinging themselves at me at once. I always told myself I needed to prepare for this, but nothing could have prepared me for it. Never before have I felt so scared and so lost in my own world. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if at times like these you could just fall asleep and never wake up? Not like death, I’m definitely not talking about death. But dreaming, if you could spend the rest of your life in the be