outcry. - Will I Ever Grow Up? (FULL ALBUM 2023)

outcry. - Will I Ever Grow Up? (prod. outcry.) “just memories in music“ released on : available everywhere : spotify : contact : outcrywork@ lyrics : 0:00 - 1:46 - Intro/ Second Step 1:47 - 3:56 - What Do I See? 3:57 - 6:50 - Burnout 6:51 - 9:27 - Paranoia 9:28 - 12:25 - I’m Calm 12:26 - 15:40 - Fly Up 15:41 - 18:41 - Outro/ Time Machine Intro/ Second Step : I hurt for fun Will I ever grow up? I deserve it it’s my fault I’m scum I realize that no matter how much I change, I’m still a bastard who makes other people and myself suffer. hurt Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? Will I ever Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? Will I ever grow up? What Do I See? : Why do I feel like I’m not gonna be here and these strange images before my eyes, like I’m not even here maybe I need a break or is it a consequence of me being so happy and it’s so fucking weird, I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me this may be the last time I see you I’m so scared, I’m so scared of being lost I pray to god that our memories don’t end up in these battered walls of your old house Anyway, save my memories honey, remember me happy Gently tell me you’re here forever and kiss me like you’ve never (kissed me before) I know I’m not leaving And i know that I’ve been waiting for this to start. I was waiting for something to happen to me that would make me cower from everything because I lost my dream and became too free And I needed a road that would hold me up. I was too negative and I was happy about it. but I was stupid and I thought it made me feel better. until I realized what it would lead to if I didn’t let myself be truly happy. Why do I feel like I’m not gonna be here A-a and these strange images before my eyes, like I’m not even here maybe I need a break or is it a consequence of me being so happy and it’s so fucking weird, I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me And now I’ve waited for the fuckin’ thing. that I will remember as long as I live. to death to death And now I’ve waited for the fuckin’ thing. that I will remember as long as I live. to death to death Burnout : this is so fucked up it’s time to tear my flesh and I drove myself to this shit. I dug a fucking grave for my so precious memories about the golden past to whom I was so grateful but where’s my gratitude for trying to do it all over again? I got what I wanted, but now I’m running away I didn’t take back what I had and move on to the next stage I can finally be alone to change myself but the walls of an old panel house will erase my former face. it’s getting annoying, I can’t do anything else I look out the window and admire the life that flows without me because I’m stuck in my own thoughts how to turn it around how to turn it around the motherfucking kid is down, low all that’s left of him are bones Somebody help me. I can’t get out of this bottom on my own No one heard me because I didn’t give myself the word and I’m gonna have to fall apart here until I take off now I’m getting scared because I know it’s gonna get worse it’s making me try to get out and get back to everyone. but I’m stunned by the echo of my outcry and thrown to the ground. and I’m held tight by the bonds I once burned. it’s fucking insane I’m starting to bleed something is happening to me that I have never seen There’s a wave coming that’s gonna kill me. but I’ll live to see if there’s something that breaks through the walls of my past. it’s the last thing I have left. I’m bad, I’m mad. and that’s why I feel so fucked up that I’m gonna have to go even lower to next step tags : rap hiphop hip-hop trap elecnronic alternative electronic music shadow rap cloud rap phonk type beat free album single track outcry will i ever grow up intro second step what do i see burnout paranoia i’m calm fly up outro time machine emo alternative goth rock guitar electro bass arp blue tape sxmpra sixthells 1nonly lilpeep suicideboys biv redzed beardedlegend scarlxrd ivoxygen bones brennan savage prxjek convolk bvdlvd killstation ghostemane night lovell ambient