Iri Antler - If Not Now Then When

Have you ever felt chaos in your mind? Spotify: Lyrics: If Not Now, Then When? If not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when? I’m scared of the unknown I’m scared of losing my freedom I’m like water dispersed without gravity Nothing’s holding me together Waiting to accept this state day by day My mind is fluid Ideas rushing by like cars on a highway Like a view from a high-speed train Sparkling for a fraction of a second and gone But... If not now, then when? Not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when? I’m scared of the unknown I’m scared of losing my freedom Will there ever be a better time? I’ve lost control, or never had it? Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos I have to work it out, not just pretend Is there a way to find peace without hiding myself away? Is it a disease or what makes me who I am? Is there a cure, take a pill and gone? If not now, then when? Not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when? Will there ever be a better time? I’ve lost control or never had it. Show me I’m not alone Tell me there’re been times when you felt the Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos Cast: Iri Antler, Liubov Luzhkova, Taisiia Ananeva, Mary Dicentra, Tatiana Meigas, Nikita M. MUA: Kristina Saranskikh, Violetta Prokopjeva Choreo: Liubov Luzhkova, Taisiia Ananeva Music Production: Iri Antler, Mathias Riediger, Malo Schwarz Video: VLPRO1, Violetta Prokopjeva The video was partially financed through donations of: Willis Pate, Michael Meinekat, Melissa Heitzler, Viktoria Olesik, Isabella Hajdu, Daniel Dittman